Travelled from self to subsistence

Surrounded with my loved ones but still I find myself incomplete,
This solitude is difficult to bear but don't know when it will deplete,
The world is getting ambitious but I am sure I can't compete,
I know I have true feelings for him but he says those are now obsolete,
There are lot of loose ends in this entire universe but not a single end with whom I can meet,
Yes, I am praised by everyone but still no one is here with whom I can feel complete.

Want to sleep long.....

I really want to sleep long,
As I don't have a desire to livelong,
I wish somebody would sing my favorite song,
But unfortunately I don't found anyone with whom I can belong,
I really need someone to hold me as I am not that strong,
I hope somebody just come to me and walk along,
My whole world turned from right to wrong,
My soul asking me to leave as she can't tolerate this world lifelong,
So now I want to close my eyes and sleep long...........................

The life.....

when life loses its pace,
when soul left its place,
when i started losing all my craze,
when tears rolls over my face,
when my world lost all its grace,
when i saw pieces of my heart at everyplace,
when i find no one to give me solace,
when still i have to participate in this race,
when i cant find anywhere my own trace,
when my identity becomes a disgrace,
That type of life i have faced,
I hope one day somebody will come and inspire me to replace this disgrace with embrace.