Yesterday....

Its just the beginning of the new day;
With lot of desires and emotions still to display;
A bit scared,my this day just not flyaway,
I want to see it shines bright despite of dissolving in gray;
I believe I will reach my destiny as I don't want to return from halfway;
The road is looking muddy, I wish I get a highway;
Want to go close to him but unfortunately I have to walk alone anyway;
I know he will never come back but still waiting for him everyday;
Why I thought he take care of my feelings when I was sure he will betray;
After killing my soul,he easily walked away;
I really want to live in today but I don't know why I can't come out from yesterday?