Who I am means nothing to this world.....

“Who I am Means Nothing to this World”

That is what defines my life.
Who I am means nothing to this world.

Besides you who knows the state of my heart, My Lord?
Under your eyes, I suffered through hell.
How do I tell you the cruelties done to me?
Who will listen to my story?
There is no one with whom I can share my grief or my secrets.
What was false, became the truth,
But I didn't say a word,
This solitude … this grief …

Sometimes, I wander in the lonely mornings.
Sometimes, I look out into the barren night.
Sometimes I awaken with teary eyes.
Sometimes I think on the past moments.
But there is a moment of hope,
The belief that I have in My Lord.
I've never complained of my sufferings,
I’ve never cried out loud in pain.
Who I am means nothing to this world.
What can I tell you?
What will I get out of it?
I should just earn the fruits of my patience [by staying quiet].
I should be able to cloak some of my memories.
I should get something for the pain I have suffered through.
I should make a place for pain in my heart,
I will get the one who was mine.
I hope my world always remains filled with happiness,
And what I believe becomes reality.
Who I am means nothing to this world.